Why do guys care so much about penis size??

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My brain is roiling in jealousy as I picture my current girl friend getting seriously plowed by a man with a appendage like a babies arm clutching an apple. Of course in my disgustingly graphic fantasy she is screaming in ecstasy as she drags her fingernails down the wallpaper in a shuddering orgasm. I get sick inside as I imagine a face and body to go with this huge penis. He is chiseled like a race horse, veins popping everywhere, balancing upon this marvelous physic is a hard tanned face with sweaty sex induced hair obscuring one eye. I feel nauseated… I can hardly face her. I feel the urge to scream at her, hurt her some how. The emotions fly back and forth and in one flux of emotion I want to take her then and there and violently show her my sexual dominance. To break her sexually so that she never again doubts my sexual superiority! I AM THE HE-MAN OF SEX!!! HOW DARE SHE CHALLENGE THAT!!! About a week later I calm down and reflect on the conversation that induced my sexual/emotional freak-out.
“Have you ever been with anybody bigger than me?” I say with a cocky doubt that such a thing is possible. She responds with an inappropriate levity “Oh, god yeah… this one guy was HUGE! It made me cough every time we did it,” she giggled like she was sharing a secret with a girlfriend. I blanched and immediately had the above fantasy. That was about 15 years ago and I have since never asked a girl such a stupid question but of course now I don’t really care…

I had a friend in high school named Jim. I guess he was not really that great a friend since he was such an ass to me. He was ex military and I was a dorky, self centered, insecure, socially inept guy from Iowa. California guys had it all and I did my best just to keep from being the butt of mean practical jokes involving hot dogs and rope. I really looked up to Jim despite his being feeling like such a loser around him . He was 6’3” and naturally muscular, good looking and far wittier than 17 year old me. His brother was similar but without the mean streak. The two of them almost looked like twins with one interesting exception. Dave had a ridiculously large penis that was so big, that you couldn’t help but stare. He once came out of his bedroom after sex, butt naked still erect. The rest of our group were watching TV and soon where all watching Dave in awe as he got a beer out of the fridge. “He guys,” he walked back to the room pendulating like a blind man’s walking stick as he thigh slapped his way back to the room. Jim on the other hand… well he wouldn’t walk around nude very often so we were not sure. One day in a fit of sensitivity Jim confided in me. “Woody (that was me) I have a problem, can I ask you something?” I was not used to him asking advice so I was all ears “what’s up?”

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